Friends,
Animals,
Travel,
Music,
Movies,
Good stuff,
Alcohol,
Making Laugh of people *in a good way*,
Laughing,
Freaking out,
Crazy Things,
Things that nobody else likes****
Good music *Cant live without it*
*AeroSmith
*The All-American Rejects
*Anberlin
*Esthetic Education
*Fall Out Boy
*Bon Jovi
*Foo Fighters
*The Fratellis
*Good Charlotte
*Groove Armada
*Hellogoodbye
*INXS
*JET
*Radiohead**
*Red Hot Chili Peppers**
*The Killers***
*Linkin Park
*Nirvana
*Nickelback
*Oasis
*The Offspring
*OK Go**
*Orson
*Panic! At The Disco
*Pereza**
*Queen
*R.E.M
*Sex Pistols
*Stereophonics
*Sugarcult
*Colplay
*U2**
*Ки�€пи�‡и
*Ð?айк Бо�€зов
*5'Nizza
I love much much more artists but if i will write them all its going 2 take the whole Hi5 page, so i wrote only those without who i could never live..
Favorite Movies
Favorite TV Shows
I dont have a tv, so i eat mushrooms and watch the carpet..
Favorite Books
Chuck Palahniuk - Fight club Sarah Shepard - Pretty Little Liars
idk wat 2 write obvioulsy.. so im gonna tell u everythin thats on my mind atm.
im sick.. i had a hard sickness.. they said im prolly gonna die... but the thing was that i didnt have any reaction.. Wat should a person feel when the doctor is tellin him "Im very very sorry, we'll do our best of course... But... we dont think u have any chances even 4 d end of the month...." wtf?! u say "ok" and go home smoking... is that normal? well at least in 3 days they call u and say "Mrs. Rudakova? u remember when we told u that u have that illness? well, we took the wrong test files... ur gonna survive... u have the other illness its not very serious... ull be ok in 2 days.. sorry have a good week!" wtf wtf wtf?! People r strange.. huh? Im just sittin here all alone and eating ice... I hate this laptop.. so im buying my self a new one as soon as im commin back.. wat should i tell u? well using the fact thqat no1 is going 2 read this blog... cos people r 2 lazy.. they hate long blogs and texts cos theyr 2 lazy 2 read it... Sometimes i hate ppl is that normal?? pfff animals r smarter and more intellegent than most of the fuckers who live on our planet..... Ive got this pain in my stomach again and its killin me... arrr :P
*THE DAY* U wake up with the pain in stomach... u run 2 the toilet... u puke... u come back 2 the bed and cant sleep anymore.. U try, but ur head doesnt let u.. u want 2 smash it and u c d perfect wall... its dark... ur searching 4 ur cell with ur hand on the lil table next 2 ur bed.. theres 2 much stuff but u got it... u watch the time "5:45 am" shit 7 unread msgs.. theyr all from 2 different friends.. 5 of the msgs sayin "where d f r u?!" and only 2 got a point.. "i got the shit, ur in?" n "its over bye" wtf? u throw ur cell away.. u stand up and going outside... u hear d ppl n all d neighbours r comin bk 4rom parties and girls are puking... U go back and take ur laptop and listenin 2 music.. 12 oclock ur readin a book... ur friend is callin u and askin if ur ok u say ''sure'' u take ur clothes on and goin 2 town... The old town Lloret De mar is in 3 km from u.. u can use the highway or the other close 2 d forest.. u choose d 2nd 1 and u go.. its hot.. very hot...
Ur downtown... theres a lot of tourists... all the clubs and bars are closed... theres A LOT of ppl.. pain.... again.... stomach... aaaa... u sit and tryin 2 wait untill it will go away.. a bit better.... u stand up and just walking around the town... u still have nothing 2 do...no friends in that place... and then u c ur fav band is playin 2night in this club and plus 2night some ppl u at least kno r gonna be here.. u have 2 go.... but as long as ur father doesnt let u and u know it cos he hates any places or situtions wich can show that ur a grown up already.. and as long as hes afraid 2 feel old he enjoys every situation and every time when hes tellin u ur age as long as ur not 21 yet.... and he adores any situation wich shows that hes still controling u... u hate him those moments... rrrrr... Ur commin home and askin d parents... the answer is not new 4 u.. NO.... fuck them... 8 oclock ur meeting friends of ur friend that u never met before in a pub, but ur friend is not there... They seem nice.. and theyr goin on the concert... ur tellin them about the whole situation and they feel sorry 4 u.. ur plannnin 2 escape 4 the night.... *THE PERFECT ESCAPE* 2night is the night when ur either lucky or either done.... If they will know u dont even kno wats gonna happen... dats the scarriest thing... ur room is on the downfloor.. and d parents r on the main floor as the main entarance... 12 oclock ur mom is comin in 2 ur room and wishing u good night... 12:15 ur ready perfect clothes, make up, shoes.. 12:30 ur waiting 4 d moment 12:31 ur putting on the bath towel and going upstair 2 check if the parents r sleepin 12:35 u open the door 2 their bedroom and their both sleepin THANK GOD! 12:40 cell is beepin uve got a new msg from the friend of ur friend that u met 2day sayin "we'r here" u make ur bed stuff look like some1 is der, turnin off the light and going out from ur room 2 the garden and d pool... its dark.. the gross is wet shit.. u tryin 2e realy quite, cos the parents window is alwqay openned... ur going up by the side strais from the garden and ur over the garage.. u open the door and quietly close it. 12:46 ur outside and jumping into the car with ur new friends The gig was amazing.... 3 am its over and ur terribly drunk.. 3:45 ur comin back by taxi... jumping into the garden cos of course u dont have a key... u take off ur shoes 2 be quite and goinng down till ur roon... PHEWWW ur back and ur safe... they dont know anything U go 2 bathroom taking off the make up and everything and going back 2 bed.... Pain again... but with the vodka u dont feel it that bad.. so u fall in a dee sleep fast..........
how r u??
hope all's good :D
ily so much siss!!!
and i want to see u :(:(
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